Colours Around the Farm

........Not too many words this time, just a few pictures I took yesterday when I had the opportunity to sight see on the farm........

What am I Doing?

The last day of September already. October will bring with it more activities and special services and the month will go by in the blink of an eye. Days run into each other, and with my dark cloud accompanying me lately through the days and nights, each day is a struggle. I detest it when this happens, and you would think by now I would know how to fight it, how to get through it, how to manage it.

Staying up late to watch a lunar eclipse, and then watching a leader's debate two nights later, and being unable to get to sleep until the wee small hours of the morning, is not conducive to a decent frame of mind. I should know better of course, but I have a feeling that I would not have slept even if I had gone to bed at a decent time, since last night I saw 2 am. I lay there thinking I should get up and do something, but I haven't the energy to do so, and then I lie there willing myself to sleep, willing myself to turn off the thoughts that circle around in my head. I have not done one creative thing in the last week or two, except for a few cards. I can't seem to get going, and wasting time also makes me feel inadequate.

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And now it is the 2nd of October.......and it has been raining and probably will continue to be rainy for a few day more, even in to next week, hopefully with a few breaks. It makes apple picking a bit of a chore, picking in the wet, but I see the barn door is open, and D is starting her day. It's pretty wet out there, but the faithful pickers are arriving.

I have no pictures to share in this post, but perhaps between the showers, if I can get up the energy I can take some in the orchard. No promises............